A correction to my blogpost about my mother's sins against me
In this blogpost about my mother's sins against me I wrote following about my mother:
"When I had a hell psychosis 2011-2012, she could not mention to me that there was no literally eternal hell, although she didn't believe in the literally eternal hell. It has been revealed to me that this is the fact, she has mentioned it to me. I believed in this psychosis that I had been eternally lost in the anguish hell, because I thought I had committed the unforgivable sin, a death sin. I thought this in earnesty for 40 days, in extreme anguish and darkness. She could not comfort me with what she knew was true, because it was not allowed to mention it loudly in our traditionally fundamentalistic home. I begged her for comfort every other hour for forty days until she forbade me to mention and think about the thing."
The Holy Spirit has reminded me about that I did not speak the whole truth about this in this blogpost. In fact my mother mentioned in the end of my hell psychosis that Satan would be exterminated, made nonexistent, in the end, but it could not comfort me, I said that it was cruel by God to do such a thing, I wanted Satan to be saved and stay alive. So my mother said the truth what she thought about damnation, but she said it late in the story, and it could not comfort me. This I did not mention in my blogpost, and I ask my mother's forgiveness for it. It does not make my mother so evil when we think about what I said now. But she should have mentioned it at once, that there is no eternal damnation in hell.
