Forest Man

My friends. I have during my 14 1/2 years as a mental patient suffered so much from my psychiatric medications which I have been forced to take, that it is only a miracle that I'm alive. I'm alive as a witness, a witness to the barbarism of "civilization" and the Antichrist, and no amount of brainwashing with pills and "therapy" can get me to forget or ignore what I have suffered in this regard. I am here to defend all mental patients from their abusers. Behind me, during my 38 years of life, I have five suicide attempts, of which three have directly been attempts to desperately find a way to escape from the tyranny of my "antipsychotic" medications and from hospitalization, both of which have felt like torture sometimes. In addition I have countless times longed to die, fervently, struggling with suicide thoughts, because of my medications. 

 

How is this possible. What is this for a hell we live in, this what we so nicely call "civilization"? I have gotten a glimpse into the dark reality behind the extraordinarily high suicide rates among the "schizophrenic" mental patients ("Common estimates are that 10% of people with schizophrenia will eventually have a completed suicide", from this article 2001, and  "The suicide rate for people with schizophrenia spectrum disorders (SSD) is over 20 times higher than the general population", from this article 2020). Now I understand, based on my own experiences, those among the schizophrenics who have taken their own lives, and I do not accuse them, I cry over them. But I accuse their psychiatrists, who treated them so badly, treated them with neurotoxins instead of love. 

 

The crimes against mental patients are among the worst crimes in all human history, it is, as the "Citizens commission on human rights" call it, an "industry of death", a veritable Holocaust, with millions upon millions of people driven to suicide globally throughout history. 

 

Nobody has done as much for mental patients in our time as the very learned veteran psychiatrist Peter Breggin, 86 years old by now, with 56 years of experience as a privately practicing psychiatrist. It was much his activism in the 70s which stopped surgical lobotomy. But the devil is sneaky, he began to use medications instead, to lobotomize chemically instead, when surgical lobotomy became forbidden. And now Breggin crusades against psychiatric drugs instead, passionately as always, for example on youtube and on his homepage. He has been persecuted for his activism, and even received death treaths. 

 

Breggin is a scientist, he has taught in universities, and he has studied scientifically the psychiatric drugs and their effects. Do you know what he calls them? He calls them "neurotoxins". Poisons. Poisons for the brain. And that is exactly how I have experienced them, exactly what has driven me to the brink of suicide. They feel like mental rape, in earnest. 

 

I want to briefly remember the 21-year old anarcho-primitivist ecoactivist and blogger Ronja Aarniala, whom psychiatry drove to take her own life in 2010. No one's death I have mourned so much as hers, and no contemporary human being has made bigger impact on me with their very being, than she. Rest in peace, Ronja. 

 

The cruelty of the psychiatrists make me speechless. I get to see something of the spirit of the Antichrist, the nature of Satan himself, in them. I feel their world as a very cold world, a world without empathy and love, and often without God, a completely "civilized" world in the worst meaning of this word, where one locks one's ears to the screams of the animals and the other victims of their abuse. 

 

Yes, the animals. There is the animal tests of psychiatry, the horrible animal tests that make these poisonous pills possible. It makes me wish for the utter collapse of civilization, a wish that always comes to me when I see animals tortured, it can drive me crazy, because I'm in love with the animals, it has several times done exactly that to me. Some rats developed catalepsy in some animal tests where they tested the antipsychotic drug Risperdal, which I have eaten. And then the drug company showed these test results proudly to the governments who approve of such tests, as if they had succeeded with their tests, like "look how good results we got in our tests". That is the level they are on, folks. This anecdote is told by Peter Breggin in this youtubevideo three years ago (13:52 into the video). And he says in that context about the psychiatric drugs and their drug industry: "It's worse than you can possibly imagine." 

 

If Hitler could cause the Holocaust, psychiatrists can also do this. But Hell is bottomless ("the bottomless pit" in Revelation 9 and Revelation 17:8, King James translation), and the evilness of Hitler and the nazi psychiatrists, whose spirit in some form live on in the ordinary psychiatrists of our time, is also bottomless. I don't understand such things, for me it's just bottomless evilness. 

 

Physician and professor Peter Götzsche has written something ingenious in his book "Deadly Psychiatry and Organised Denial" (2015). He wrote that if society had discovered an illness with the same symptoms as the symptoms of the psychiatric drugs, we would spend billions upon billions in attempts to overcome this illness. 

 

My greatest joy on Doomsday, in the total collapse of civilization, which I really look forward to (because heaven will descend to earth by then), is not the pearly gates and golden streets of the New Jerusalem, not the fruits of the Life Trees, not the love from Jesus, the angels, my relatives and the animals, not my heavenly awards or any honor bestowed upon me, no, my greatest joy will be that the end of the terror regime of psychiatry and its horrible pills and injections is here, that the farmaceutical industry will collapse totally, and end forever, that I will regain my mental integrity when I get to stop having to take my medication injections, that no one ever again will be able to possess, rape and abuse and control my mind and brain, that no one ever again will be able to force me to take neurotoxins, mental poisons, brain poisons. That I will regain my feelings, my romantic feelings (!), the ability to get euphoric, to have ecstasies, to be filled with the Holy Spirit, and to be filled with the spirit of prayer, natural prayer, which always happens when I stop taking my medications, yes, I really love to pray and meditate, it is the breath of the soul. Now I can't pray. Prayer feels dead and unnatural. And I cannot feel the presence of God. All that comes back to me when they stop poisoning my mind with their drugs, and that will be my greatest salary, to get back everything I lost when psychiatry got to possess my mind and brain.

 

In comparison, starvation, freezing and death is nothing. Nothing. It's like children's play in comparison with fighting psychiatry, which so many times made death seem attractive. 

 

This makes me feel like I have already been through "the Great Tribulation" of the Bible, and that my life will never more be so miserable as it was when I wasn't used yet to my medications. My "time of suffering" is over, relatively speaking. This makes me very thankful to God. 

 

It is the martyrs, the victims of Babylon, who really will rejoice over the fall of Babylon (see Revelation 18:20). And it is the martyrs who are the Bride of Christ, who have shared the fate of Christ, have been crucified with him and therefore will resurrect and reign with him. It follows the laws of life, of Nature. It has to be so. The slaves, the captives of Babylon are those who will be released when Babylon falls. And all who have been babylonian, rich and comfortable, will fall with Babylon when Babylon falls. 

 

Please, be on the right side of life when Babylon falls.